What do you make of the events that took place here tonight?

Holy ****, well kiddo, as dumb as it may sound, I think your parents basically gave you negative feedback from them when they were young and it is getting worse. Im not an expert on family issues but have you ever tried to ask your dad why he wanted to die (without him getting mad at you) but you can't run away from these issues. But pretty much (DONT READ THIS UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE DISAPPOINTED) you're ******. From the story you told me, you can either call the "cops" on him or look forward to the future, once you graduate you can get a job, maybe find a place and go to college. Im sorry but if therapy and counselling isn't working, I have no clue what to do next.